Going.Under

"Going Under"

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -

50 thousand tears I've cried.[Hyperbole: Tears can't be counted, describing it in numbers, a big one as well notes that she cried a great deal.]

[She did many things for the guy she loves, despite all the miseries and grief he caused her.]

Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
[She calls for his attention, all the lies she takes into believing, the trust she had for him, and the pain she felt because of him.]

And you still won't hear me.
[Still, she feels invisible, not being seen, or heard, doing all the sacrifices without being appreciated.]

(going under)

Don't want your hand this time - I'll save myself.
[She want to get away from him. She wishes to break free from his grasp. She want to be free and be able to stand on her own.]

Maybe I'll wake up for once (wake up for once)
[She's still in denial about the way he treats her, didn't want to accept his dark side because she loved him too much to let go.]

Not tormented daily defeated by you.
[But then she realize if she should let go, she'll be much relief when he no longer haunts her nightmares and torture her soul from within.]

Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom

[She thought she'd faced the worst.]

I'm dying again
[But she feels like a tormented soul all over again.]

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm going under

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
[He's constantly lying to her, hiding something from her. Not honest with her.]

(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
[She's starting to lose faith and question herself if it's worth it, what she's done.]

Always confusing the thoughts in my head
[He's playing game with her. Pulling her strings refusing to let go even when it hurts her.[

So I can't trust myself anymore
[That she can no longer trust her judgment, or what is right and what is wrong.]

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm...

So go on and scream

Scream at me I'm so far away (so far away)

I won't be broken again (again)

I've got to breathe - I can't keep going under

I'm dying again

I'm going under (going under)

Drowning in you (drowning in you)

I'm falling forever (falling forever)

I've got to break through

I'm going under (going under)

I'm going under (drowning in you)

I'm going under